Lighting the Path Less Taken

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And I am an imperfect human who is stressed out as I struggle to finish this quarter and still try to find a new job and get by on unemployment, and try and find a tiny bit of enjoyment so as to stay a little bit sane......all the while feeling like my little house of cards is not only falling its on fire......so when I run off at the mouth scrambled up and negative and lost and confused......I hope everyone remembers I am just a girl trying very hard to just survive this human experience and I will have good days and bad days and if you come along for the ride it will never be dull but it might be a little crazy.......oh hell it is guaranteed to be a lot crazy q18

but we will have fun

its ok

I hit overload and had to unload or else it eats at me.....most of the time I really just need to get all of the nasty negative thoughts out of my head once I write them here they start to lose their power over me and I can slowly get back to what I was doing. Sometimes when people respond or offer advice it actually screws up my process and I find myself trapped wanting to explain something unexplainable..it is just what happens in my head.....what I write down often is purely the negative thoughts that begin haunting me and by throwing them out of my head and onto paper it stops the cycle......so sometimes when I sound like life is really awful it isn't its just my need to dump out the negative that is getting in my way of progress...

ahhh see with me you get all kinds of crazy...ROFL

I went out for my last attempt on elk today and came up empty but found a place that I plan to spend lots of time in from now until next season ...... it was beautiful even under flood water and pouring rain......