Lighting the Path Less Taken

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Tuesday 22nd September 2009

I awoke early, sat in bed with my lap top.
I read something that was said about me on a board, it was so nice it made me cry.
That was the pattern of the day.
I was very emotional.
I had a strong feeling I would die on this holiday and I was worried about my daughter, we are so close, like twins and I was sooo worried about leaving her behind.
We set off and Amy asked if I wanted some music on.
That was better than trying to talk thru tears, so I agreed.
Then my dad appeared on the back seat, Amy noticed him first, then she saw angels encircling the car.
She always sees the angels when we go away
I tried singing to the songs as usual, sos Amy didnt notice anything was wrong.
Then, the Golden Lady came and spoke to me.
She said I would be going thru a death and rebirth.
Aha! I understood then lol
We arrived at Glastonbury after 6 hrs and 15 mins and 300 miles exactly.

Oh Mia...how amazing. Tell us of your trip and journey and all. I am glad you came home, and perhaps the trip was a small death of negativity, uncertainty? and an awakening of energy and light? Glad you are home safe, hug Missy for me.

Thanks for sharing Mia

I made a journal each day.
It is all in notes, but I shall share all I can on an open forum.
The death/rebirth referred to the 'Journey'

Missy is so happy she is not alone, still hanging around me and trying her best to trip me up lol
I wish I could speak to her and hear her like you do xx

Actually, I did similar on the Journey with those I needed to understand.
I had to get inside them and feel/read them in a way I had never done before.

I shall try that!

q13

and love, mia xxx

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Wednesay 23rd Septenber 2009

I awoke, remembering I was in Glastonbury!
Wow!
I looked out of the window, and there were hills dotted with sheep, bushes and trees.
I wanted to be out there, with the grass under my bare feet.
It was drizzling with rain, all the better lol
By the time we were showered and dressed, filled with diesel and I had washed the windscreen and wipers, we were both hungry, so we went looking for food.
Then the shops called to us lol.
2 books, some crystals and a 2010 Unicorn calender later lol, time was getting short, so with a quick glance at the beautiful, majestic, mysterious Tor, we started for Wales.
I so loved the bridge! It is magnificent!
Where the overhead struts are it looks like the entrance to a spacecraft!
I was amazed!
And on my sat nav, you could see the water lol.
All went well til I got in the wrong lane and was taken all through Newport *sigh*
We finally reached Hill House in Llansteffan (sp) about 5pm.
The entrance was between terraced houses and went up almost vertically, it twisted and turned.
It was too narrow for a fire engine or ambulance and had high stone walls either side.
It was quite nerveracking!
After a cuppa, we went for a walk along the beach, took some pics, then back for a well earned sleep.
We were in Wales and I was falling in love with her.
I was at the retreat where I was going to be born again.
I felt calm and quietly expectant.
I sent reiki to all who had replied to my offer and to some who hadn't.
I had loads of energy and love in me and wanted to share it.

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Some pics from our walk.
The bottom one, in it you can see a pink building. It is Hill House, the retreat we stayed in.

Oh Mia! I feel like I am with you, I love this, thank you for sharing. Hope for pics one time. I can feel your purrrrrrrrrring. Thank you for the healing. xxx

I shall post some pics.
Gotta put them into photobucket first.
Love you lady q13

Thursday 24th September 2009

I awoke early after a disturbed nights sleep.
Amy was still sleeping sound, so I sat and sent reiki to all who had requested.
I was booked in for a deep tissue massage, after that I walked to the woods behind the house.
I felt restless.
This house is so peaceful, calm, quiet, grounded.
But I feel none of these things.
It’s like I am separate, not really here.

We decided to go to Kidwelly Castle.
As usual, I took a wrong turn ….
I turned off the road to find my self and my mobile alerted me to a text.
It was from my sister, I started to read it out loud, then realised she was telling me one of Amy’s rats had died overnight.

We carried on to the castle, but Amy was upset, so we decided to have some retail therapy.
So we went into Carmathan.
That went well, lunch too, but, on leaving Carmathan, the road out was being dug up and we didn’t know another route out, nor did the sat nav lol
But we made it eventually lol
Back at Hill House, we watched Mama Mia on Amy’s laptop.
Tomorrow is my Journey and I am pooing myself.

Friday 25th September 2009-
The Journey

I awoke early and lay in bed thinking ‘This is it, the 1st day of my new life’
I am so nervous, I feel sick.
I can’t believe I am doing this..Going to speak to a stranger my innermost thoughts, fears. They are so private and hidden away so deeply, I hope I don’t fight the process.

10am came and I walked to the Rose Suite, it is a circular sun house on the patio.
The beams are covered in rose quartz tumbled stones and along the ceiling edge are rose quartz chunks,
There is a HUGE dish of rose quartz tumbled stones with a rose quartz CANDLE holder in the centre.
Blankets and cusions cover the floor and a couple of wicker arm chairs for us to sit on are placed there.
I walked in and met Hoppi.

She asked how I was, I replied ‘very, very nervous’ she answered that that was a good sign.
Hoppi handed me a questionaire to fill in.
My name, dob, why I wanted to do the Journey etc.
Then she asked me a few questions.
She explained I would be led into a meditative state, as deep as I wanted to go and I would still be in control etc, etc.

Then we started.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh, this is so wonderful! I can't wait to read on, thank you for sharing Mia. q13

Phew!
Every time I write a piece I am reliving it.
This is so hard.
But I started and I will finish.
lol, I feel weak now.
I have to do a bit at a time.
The above I done in three parts.
Its all in scribble, my shorthand and notes and I have to decipher it! lol

Take your time, if there's something you can't share, no worries!!! q18

The Journey continued

I had to go down some stairs, they were narrow and made of glass in my mind.
Each step I was to go deeper into meditation.
When I reached the bottom, I was to look at a thermometer lying on the floor and tell me from the numbers 1 – 10 how deep I was.
I replied 7
Hoppi asked if I wanted to go deeper, I replied ‘yes’
I got to 3
She asked again if that was deep enough.
I wanted to go to 1 or 0 cos I wanted to do this properly and I was worried I would hold back if I was not as deep as possible.

I had to have a guide or mentor with me, immediately Hoppi mentioned this, Hagrid from Harry Potter appeared.
I was happy with this.

Next I needed a vehicle to transport me and Hagrid inside my body.
I saw a glass egg as this.

Much now is either a haze or personal.

I cannot remember how, but I was at the age of 12, where I became stuck and Hoppi talked me through and again at age 9.

I had much to go through.

Hoppi had me get in a few peoples heads and see what they thought of the happenings.
Then I agreed to let each in turn get in my head for them to see what I thought and felt about it.

Then we all sat around a camp fire and I was sposed to say what I thought to each of them.
I refused to do so to one, cos I was afraid of the effect it would have on this one.
But I did so eventually.

Then I had to say how I wish things had been and how different it would have been for me.
Then I had to visualise my life as I had wished it.

There were apologies from all around the camp fire and hugs as we softened to one another.

Then it was back into the glass egg and up the stair case.

It semed like only 30 mins had passed. But it was 3 hrs and 5 mins.

Hoppi made me a cup of tea as I gathered my thoughts.

As we said goodbye, I asked for a hug.

I went back to my room and sat in the window seat.
I saw Hoppi get in her car, she glanced up to my window and waved.
Hoppi is another one I shall never forget.
Always in my heart.

I am honored to have read this and how you felt you could share it. How wonderful and magical and Hoppi sounds like the perfect person for your journey. q13

Bear with me Mia

I will find time to go through it

hermie