Archive for Lighting the Path Less Taken A place to discuss and learn about alternative ideas & thoughts ie Reiki, healing techniques, past lives, astral projection, dreams, visions and more in this already difficult world
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WoundedHealer
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The path of this Wounded HealerSo it seems this is a good place to put down some thoughts, send them out into the void and see if anything comes back. I dislike my current job, and recently i can literally see the cloud of grayness hanging over the building as I drive up to it. It is instantly depressing. I've been sick this week. Well, vomiting, but not feeling bad.......  so think it is the final cleansing of my spirit ....... so much negativity and anger and disappointment and discouragement for so long just needed to finally get out. I feel lighter, like i'm filled with air, and can feel the light coming in through the top of my head. when i look real close in the mirror, there it its, that pure white light with flecks of colors in it, all swirling around in a cone shape from the top of my head........ pretty cool actually. Changes this week. Many changes taking place right now. The chaos and negativity pounding at my aura trying to fight its way back in is shooed away as easily as a fly on my coffee cup. persistant & stubborn it is...... but so am I.
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Sage/Debs
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Ah Grasshopper, the question is now, "what will you do with this lighter feeling" so you can keep it close and nurture it's growth? I know one thing and we shall get that done. The job...only you can "choose" how to proceed now.
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WoundedHealer
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WHICH IS EXACTLY WHY I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ANXIOUS TO TALK TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   
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WoundedHealer
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So it's 3:00 am my time, and I am up for the day. Dreams of Reiki and soft whisperings into my ear tingling in my hands and also legs near the knees and my surrogate with a hot spot at his heart chakra, front and back.... getting the name Carly or Charlie each time I touch it. Not sure if Sage is sending me the name or if the surrogate is telling me. Gotta love that husband of mine though, when he saw me carting around a stuffed animal wherever I went he never raised an eyebrow, just asked, "whats up w/the stuffed animal?".... it's my surrogate to practice Reiki so I can get my level 2. "Cool" he says "as long as it doesn't cut in on my Reiki time  , it's all good" 
I was reading through some more of the posts yesterday, trying to get caught up on everything that has been going on. So much has happened with so many of you folks. I felt a bit guilty for not being here to support and encourage you........... but then realized that maybe the reason I wasn't here was because I would not have been able to send the support and encouragement needed at the time, so the guilt is gone and I continue to move forward on my path. 
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WoundedHealer
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3am, well now, why 3am you ask........ I wake everyday at 3 am. I sleep from about 10:30 to 12:30 with usually only one wake time within those couple of hours........ I spend the rest of the night kinda dozing off for 15 min intervals and then just give up and get up at 3. After several weeks, I crash for a weekend. We schedule it in.. I will not have another crash weekend for about 6 weeks, and then, I can catch up, let the hubby take care of everything and wait on me while I wander from the bed to the couch to the chair back to bed, books in tow and read and rest. 3am is the best time of the day...... quiet, peaceful, the coldest cold of the morning and the darkest dark of the morning has not yet set in (that comes at 4) and it's just me and my coffee  and a good book, and the spirits making their entrances, a great time to do ritual and meditate and draw my inspiration.
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herding cats
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You sound so filled with excitement and joy hang onto it for as long as you can......these moments always seem so fleeting...
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WoundedHealer
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| herding cats wrote: | | You sound so filled with excitement and joy hang onto it for as long as you can......these moments always seem so fleeting... |
Yes, HC, they sometimes do seem to be so fleeting. I have been on this path for many years and have risen and fallen flat and hard, and I do so feel that this is different, this is lasting, this is my time. And I began my page here to help hold myself accountable for where I am headed so that I do not again fall into that backward slide........ although, as I mentioned, it feels so different this time, and I have so much more support behind me, and I am no longer afraid to be the "weird" woman..... which was always something that pulled me back before. So now I rejoice when I hear that comment and say "ah, you are so right, and how would you want to be viewed if you lived my life with my views. You say I am weird, yet you praise me for how well my children are and how strong the love and bond is with them as well as with my husband I am weird, yes, and thank you so much for noticing, it means it's working, that, what i do."
And Sage, if you see my shine start to falter or fade,.......... SMACK ME!!!!!!  HEHEHEHE
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WoundedHealer
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So now, a quick coffee break.... yes coffee  but just a little. It is well deserved, 4 kids ages 5,6,7 & 8 can wear you out! Got the chicken par-cooked and almost ready to go on the grill, a quick noodley stuffs and some veggies and dinner is served. Nothing fancy, one of my best good girlfriends will be here soon so that I can cut her hair for her family pics tomorrow. Off to the "big" store in the morning (sam's club) for the big grocery shopping trip.... should be quite interesting and fun with all 4 kids in tow. They are generally pretty well behaved, and b'sides, I have lots of duck tape  heeheeheehehe....
So back to fixing dinner...... b'fore the clan starts yelling that they are hungry!
A great day! A GREAT DAY INDEED! And to think it can only get better from here....... sigh 
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WoundedHealer
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My new cards are wonderful..... me is loving it...... Did a quick read for myself before bedtime, ah how true they rang in my soul. Thank you to the friend that brought them to me. All the worries and trepidation of starting this new business, so much to contemplate now, the trip to camp has come at the right time, the same time as the cards.
I sit here during the day, I enjoy the peaceful feeling of what this new life is bringing to me. I was so anticipating getting back to the "real" me, as the she had been buried within some time ago...... ah the thrill and surprise to find that someone even better awaits......
The few forums that I am member of..... I sneak on in stealth mode, read the posts, and sneak away, un-noticed, quiet, my thoughts to myself..... and then the question posed "what is the point of a forum if folks don't talk?"....... so maybe my thoughts are not always best bottled up inside. We shall see.....
A dream last night, of waking, and walking to my table, finding all of my cards and journals scattered about the floor in a peculular design..... it is speaking to me but I am not understanding..... post them all? but i am afraid of that, so afraid, worried they will not be right...... I know what this symbol is, or do i? I can't wrap my brain around it, the word for it eludes me..... the smell of pipe tobacco, Uncle Dave, always so close to me..... glad he is here, but wishing it was my Dad. So selfish of me to think that. Then the little girl, she's always here in the house, long dark hair, dark eyes, she smiles but seems so worried for me to see her.... a fog grows around us, ....... she waves, I wake. What does it all mean? Do I analyze, do I feel, do i try to interpret? Or am I to accept that sometimes dreams are just dreams...... I think not, but wonder?
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Sage/Debs
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You become, you grow, you dare to step outside the norm and follow your soul. Scattered feelings and emotions follow you like a trail of smoke but you will see in time the smoke will "lead" you to the warm fire of your hopes and dreams come true.
And yes, many come and stealthily read and wonder and go away thinking their words can't possibly measure up...well phooey on that! All words, thots, wishes, questions, and more are relevant. Those of us achieving our hopes and dreams didn't just wake up one day and poof! so share my friends....we is family here. No derision, no judgement, no bad times.
Thanks for sharing WH.
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