Slightly confused...

BrittanyMarie · Slightly confused...

So I am very new to all of this and I don't really even know if I am posting this in the right section but I will give it a shot anyways...

Ill give a little background on my "story" before I fully get into it...Last November my grandfather passed away from, well im not exactly sure what it was, but what happened was he had a stroke, had copd and he was a smoker for many many years, he passed away when he was 64. I lived with him and my grandmother for a few years before my boyfriend and myself moved into our own house...onto why I am writing this...

Since we have moved in I have had that feeling like someone was either just watching me or following me around the house. I started to hear things upstairs when I would be downstairs, such as doors opening and footsteps, thigns of that nature. At first I was terrified of all this and I finally told my boyfriend what I had been hearing and he said he was hearing all that as well and he also felt like someone was looking at him too.
Well I got in touch with this lady and I explained to her the situation going on at the house and she said she wanted to come by with some of her friends to check it out. So they all came by one night to see what was up with it all. One girl that came by was very much in touch with her spirtual side and right when she walked in the house she said that she could tell there was a spirit in the house, which I admit it totally creeped me out at first! So some time goes by and myself, my boyfriend, the girl that is really spirtual and a few other go up into my bedroom because she said around my bedroom door and in that area was where she felt the most energy. We were walking upstairs and I was standing by my bedroom door and herself and my boyfriend and a few other were already in the bedroom when she said that the spirit that was in my house was my grandfather and that she could actually see him and he was going up the stairs into the bedroom and right as he went past me I felt some kind of energy that I have never felt before.
So the girl lays on the floor and puts in a meditation cd and we all sit there and meditate, now I have never done that before prior to that night. we were sitting there for quite sometime and I was just letting myself relax and taking n everything the person was saying on the cd. Cd is over and the girl gets up and she has tears in her eyes and she says she always gets emotional doing things like this.

She says that yes it is my grandpa and that he is around me still because he wants to make sure that I never forget him and he wants to make sure that I know he loves me. I was pretty much terrified about all this after they left. I couldnt sllep for days and I was afraid to be in the house alone. Well one day when I was alone I was sitting on a couch in the family room which also happens to be facing the stairs and I just looked up at the top of the stairs because i just *knew* he was right there looking at me and I said outloud," I will never ever forget you and I will always love you and I know how much you love me", Since the day I said that it seems as though his presence has been l;ess known but for ymself now, I feel as I am so much more in touch with the other side or something along those lines, I feel that there is something special with me that I have not quite grabbed a hold of yet. The girl that told me about all this said that I have a very bright light around me and that I actually have the ability to get intouch with the spirits and what not.

I wish that I knew how to get more in tune with this. She is not the first person to tell me that I am very sensitive to the spirtual side. I think I am still a little afraid of this ability or whatever you may call it. I am just confused with it all and wish it all was more clear to me!!!!!!!!!! q25

Sage/Debs

Hi Brittany, welcome to the Path. Take a moment on our introduction page to say HI!

Several of us here experience spirits, life after death, and scenting and seeing those gone.

Exactly what are you asking? Are you crazy? Nope, not here at least. Did you see and feel your grandfather? Sure, I have no doubt about that..I scent and feel my daddy. Is he gone now because you acknowledged him and his love and your return of it? He is never gone, no one really ever dies, they just move on. Life is a circle and it includes physical death but not spiritual. You may find now and again, he comes round just to check up on and see you're doing ok.

As for the person who came, I don't know....could be the real thing but I would trust "your own" instincts and go from there.

As for getting more "in tune", pull up a comfie chair, and read back thru the pages of the Path..you may see it referred to as Drummer in some threads but it is the Path then and now and always. q57

BrittanyMarie

I dont know exactly what I was asking . I have just had this on my mind a lot lately and came across this board and thought I could just post it here, Sorry! I wish I could learn all the things everyone on here seems to know!

woodnldy

You can dear, just ask, Sage is good to try to answer all questions as are others on here also. Me I am still trying to learn also. q13

Oh, Welcome too !!! q18

Sage/Debs

Never apologize for reaching out and asking. each one of us has been there and done that. I suggest you read more of our threads, old and new. Share your feelings and experiences with us and as we get to know more, we'll help.

I will say we do like to know a bit about our new members, so join the intro page. You don't need to tell us the story of your life, just a bit about who Brittany is. q13

BooBoo

Brittany.......A beautiful name. (I once wanted to name a daughter that.)

Yes, you very likely are a "sensitive" to things. Just sit back and enjoy the ride.........One of the things you will need to learn is how to protect yourself, once you are "Open".

My very wise and intuitive mother advised me when I was younger than you, "when you open yourself to the good, you can allow the bad to sneek in".

Just don't do what I did........and Shut Down. It's a horrible waste of time.

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