Negative energy/being attack? Pretty scary.

Guest · Negative energy/being attack? Pretty scary.

A couple of weeks ago I had one of those creapy dream within a dream things. I was sleeping and woke up feeling the top layer of my blanket pulled. Since this can be a prank of my little resident spiritchild I kept pulling my blanket up and telling it to quit. We did this a few times and I was getting irritated. I kept falling back asleep and just as I would start back to sleep it would happen again. I got mad, sat up and yelled "quit it--go AWAY" only this time there was something there. It was a huge mass of nasty looking red drippy energy in the shape of a bull. I don't know how else to describe it other than dripping, ugly, dried blood kind of energy with awful eyes. I was scared but really irritated and told it to go away that it didn't belong here and to leave NOW. It just kept blowing through it's nose and glowing--really very freaky and I am trying to keep this light but it was scary. Anyway, I used the "you are not of me--be gone" and it had no affect, I tried the Lord's Prayer, I tried ordering it gone--nothing was working and I was getting more scared and it was getting stronger and posturing like it was going to attack. Finally I calmed, got down on the floor in front of it sort of in a yoga cross legged pose, centered and ankored myself opened up my own energy chanels and prayed for guardian angels to come and protect my home and my heart and remove the thing. Then I was waking up again--in my bed and drenched with sweat. There was a lot more detail than that, but that is the gist of it.

What the heck?

Guest

EWWWWWWWWWW not nice.

You know I was going to ask if anyone else had anything icky lately.
Last night I was so tired, fell asleep by 10 and was awake again at 11:30 had a very vivid dream which included 2 very dismembered bodies in a bathroom stall :smt012 I could not get back to sleep as the image kept coming back FAR too clearly every time I shut my eyes.........I finally did fall back to sleep but the memory of that image was still clear as a bell and is even tonite...ughhh.

Sage/Debs

:smt103 Wow! I can't even begin to comment as this has never happened to me like that before. I will be interested in the responses from others...wow! you need a nice sheltering fluorite by your bedside! Also I know you have prehnite, that's a good one too! Wow! :smt017 Amethyst under your pillow...howlite too....

Guest

I think you handled it very well.......What I learned is that WE have the POWER. Negative entities play on fear and our ignorance. Although I have been brought up within a devout church-going family, I've learned that formal religions and society never teaches us about **our own personal Spiritual Power** .

My own experience happened many years ago as a teenager. It was when I was opening up psychically and spiritually.The entity showed itself in monk's robes, but with a skeleton face and radiated an icky slimy green color and feeling from it........The evil feeling and ugly green glow was radiating outward and throughout the room.

The monk's robes meant something to me personally..........Perhaps the symbol of the bull and the blood mean something to you???

I remember being upright in my bed. Turning on my bedside lamp and it still being there. It wasn't until I grabbed the cross around my neck and demanded it to "Be Gone" and using the faith I had in the words, "In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost" (said it 3 times) that it finally disappeared.

My (very wise) mother, was gifted in her own right, told me the next morning that I needed to expect that. That when a person "opens up, they have to be prepared for some bad to try to sneak in."

I just hope this doesn't tempt you to shut down. It did for me, for several years, and it just messed me up trying to. I discovered that trying to close yourself off causes more harm than good.

I'm glad you shared that. And if you can calmly go over the whole experience, perhaps you'll be able to figure out why the "thing" was a red nasty dripping bull! (It took me a long time to figure mine out because I shut myself down!)

Guest

In the past things have had that slimey green color for me too--quite a few times through my childhood and teenage years. After my cousin's death when my grandmother blasted me out of her own panic, everytime I started to really gain confidance or get comfortable with things of this nature again SOMEthing like this would happen. That was a huge part of the terror and panic episodes I had that have been discussed here before. This time it was a bit different--like you,--the turning on the light and even getting up out of bed. Instead of raw terror where I couldn't think I was pissed that the thing had invaded MY space and my shields. This felt like a test and more like....well...like a real demon if that is possible. That said, other than the fact that it has come to mind more than a few times, I don't feel afraid to go into my room or to go to sleep. The bad thing is that it took SO much to get it to go away. I called on God himself, called up my own shields, used the words you had told me before--everything I could think of and nothing worked. I was looking for a sword or crucifix to fight even. Looking back it scares me that I sat down and pulled it together like that. Dammitt---MY space. lol No, I am not closing down this time. Things are becoming easier for me to work through and one big..well...bull-y is going to chase me off. I think for the first time in many, many years I am well and truly centered. It really isn't that we don't have anything to fear--it is more of being ready to face them down. Usually the "terrors" try to get to me through the form of snakes--the presence of my owl seems to help that. Skeletons in various stages of grossness are another biggie for me and at least for now thet have not been brought into play. I think there are those entities with shapes of their own and those that pull from our own fears.

Debs, I do indeed have my flourite and prehnite under my pillow. My other stones are on a tray at my bedside.

What strikes me as odd with this is that I tried everything I could think of to make it go away. I got mad as heck that it got in in the first place and then madder (with mighty scared!) when it wouldn't go away. When you say for something to go away in the name of God and it stays....it is a bit shaking. It was the grounding, pulling for the higher power and asking for the guardian angels that seemed to do THIS particular bugger in. The waking up and going back to sleep within the dream make me wonder if I was truly awake or not. UUg. Ahh well...it didn't kill me and I learned something. lol